Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in speech_diva's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
7:41 pm	dont read unless u want to become more bored than u already r yeah i just felt like updating about my weekend and stuff..... here goes... well i dont have much to say so i'll just start with friday... yeah i had b&b practice til 5:15 and then i stayed with Laura and we did... correction, she did little girls hair for the chesak/martin variety show, i just handed her bobby pins. then she left and i stayed to watch the show. which was well.... ummm..... interesting? i m not sure if that quite covers it but that's all i got. then i finally went home after 15 hours at school. did i mention that i hate school. anyway the on saturday i went to the mall with ashely and then we went to the AMC and saw eight below, which i recomend seeing because the dog sled guy in that movie is super hott! he has amazing eyes that ashley and i were drooling over through out the entire movie. than on sunday i had practice for test and on monday i went to see aquamarine with my sister, her friend and her friend's sister. i dont no how i feel about the movie it was a little odd but on the bright side it had a really hott guy in it too! yeah so that was my weekend. i was gonna write more but im watching american idol and i really dont feel like writing more so HA! k well byebye! ~Kt~ Current Mood: eh.. Current Music: songs ppl r singing on American Idol (Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
5:46 pm	i really need to stop thinking so much..... well i'm just sitting here at my computer, eating jelly beans after a long but fun beauty practice, and i got to thinking about everything and life and growing up and well i only have on think to say........ i'm reali scared. i just realized that i have 3 and a half years until i go off to college. and then after that i'll fall in love, have children of my own, watch them grow up and hope i'm raising them right, then send them off to elementary, middle, and high school. then off to college. then i m gonna grow older and hopefully have grandchildren. but then wut? just simply slip off into the unknown? death reali scares me. i dont want to die young, but then again i dont want to die at all. i wish i could just stay here and live out the fun years forever. i have no idea wut i want to do with my life. i dont know the kind of person i want to marry or how i would want to raise our kids or if i even want to have kids for that matter. to be honest the whole idea of child birth reali scares me. i wish that i knew what was going on. like what i reali am gonna end up doing for the the rest of my life and who for that matter. haha lol. i wish i could c the future so that when i actually get there i'll b prepared. when someone invents something that lets u c the future, i will b the first in line to get one. man, high school, it reali gets u thinking.... or me that is. changing the subject.... well my weekend was..... special. on friday i went to the mall with devon and ashley. and since devon is on crutches ashley was gonna have to carry two coats and anything else devon bought while we were there. so devon suggested that we give our coats to mall security and say that we found them and then come back when we were done and have someone go and pick them up. so i said that i would give them to the ppl and i told everyone to check their pockets and then i dropped them off. but ashley forgot her cellphone in her coat and the mall ppl went through her pockets and found her phone and called her parents. and ashley's parents imeditally assumed the worst and thought that someone had kidnapped us. then we went to get them and everybody had to go home cuz they were gonna sleep over but both devon and ashley got grounded and i didnt. which is weird. i actually went to the mall the next day with my mom. i feel reali bad that they r both grounded and i'm not when i'm more to blame than ashley. other wise my weekend was pretty good. changing the subject... again well tomorrow is valentine's day. bleh. another v-day when i dont have a boyfriend. o well i've come to get used to it, not accept it just get used to it. i got presents for some of my friends just little stuff cuz i felt like it. even though i dont have a boyfriend i m still gonna look reali cute tomorrow! lol. yeah i m bored with the topic of valentine's day. so yeah i m reali bored. i have a ton of homework. i should b doing that but i'm not o well. well i think i m gonna sign off now so byebye!! love y'all!! m u c h l o v e! Kisses! ~Kt~ Current Mood: calm Current Music: Be Our Guest, which is stuck in my head (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
10:49 pm	just me rambling about how my life sucks sometimes..... i m soooo bored.... i should b sleeping i didnt do my math homework... oh well i gotta get up early tomorrow so i can have time to take a shower i need a job i need a life ashley and i r gonna go to a resturant on v-day to make fun of everyone who has someone when we dont does anyone want to join us?? i wish u could c how much i like u i wish u knew who i was i actually am becoming friends with devon.... she's pretty damn cool becoming better friends with jared he's kinda cool some short kid keeps flirting with me and i m not interested yet i flirt back anyway i need to focus more on school i should stop avoiding the topic of college high school is waaaaaay different than middle school i m reali scared y is it that i m sitting at home yet i m thinking i wanna go home? why does he say stuff like that? y do i care so much wut ppl think of me? i wish i had been in PIR and was going to sectionals this weekend good luck to everyone who's going i actually like gym i hate my spanish teacher i have a brainless stalker who wont leave me alone he lives 300 miles away i cant wait to go c wicked i cant wait for the New York trip i need one more person in my room for the trip any takers? i just realized i m reali hungry i should eat healthier i should exercise more waaaaaaaaaay more i m reali tired i m always tired what is love? what is lust? what is jelousy? y dont i ever get what i want? i want money man, i reali need a job i dont have much else to say it's snowing my house is freezing why cant life b like it is in the movies? y is going after the guy u want not as easy as it seems in ur head? i've determined that my life just plain sucks well tonight practice was fun i guess.... i m a plate which is pretty damn cool i think. someone made me smile today.... it was nice and weird, mostly weird but hey. SIU theatre camp this summer should prove to b eventful and interesting, we'll c how it turns out. ashley kaster is my hero. no real reason y she just is. so is devon. go her and her awesome crutches. we should all hang out sometime. i m tired and hungry. i dont feel like writing anymore. well i love u all!!! byebye m u c h l o v e, kisses! ~Kt~ Current Mood: confused Current Music: that song logan sang about missy today (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 9th, 2006
10:00 pm	have u ever looked at some of the stuff u do and think 'i suck at life.'? grrrrrrrrr! is it even possible to have this much anger inside of me at one time? god i have never been this mad in my whole entire life!!!! so today during 6th hour we were doing group work and Missy and I were working with Jared and Kris and at the end of the hour Steven Soder was standing by the window ledge right next to my silver iPod mini and my purse. so i was gathering my stuff and Missy, Jared and Kris and I were the last ones in the room after Steve left and I turned around to grab my purse and iPod and i grabbed my purse but my iPod was gone so i was all "Holy shit my iPod is gone!" and Missy and I just look at each other and at the same time say " Steven." we just knew that it was him. and because i m stupid i didnt go to the dean's office i just went to my next class and after that i confronted him and he denied it with this guilty look on his face. man i could just kill him i m sooooooo mad!!!!!!! wut makes it even worse is that this has happened b4. last year some kid took my iPod right out of my purse and i got it back that time so i'll get it back this time too. so i will not rest until i get my iPod back because i fkn love that thing! and mark my words i will get it back. no matter what it takes. i m a woman with a mission! haha!! lol well i gotta go now cuz i m just making myself more mad!!! well other than that today was pretty good. ok low down on finals.... wed: choir final~ easy as pie gonna pass with flying colors thurs: algebra final~ should b pretty easy since most of the stuff is pretty basic physics final~ there is no doubt in my mind that i m gonna fail my this final if i get better that a D i will b very surprised since i got a 52% on the study guide history final~ should b easy considering that most of it is greeks and romans and middle ages and renassiance which i have down fri: health final~ gonna get an A nuttin more to say english final~ i dont reali no wut i m gonna get but i m gonna guess high B low A spanish final~ probably somewhere in the B range cuz i no most of the stuff. right now i m kinda freaking out cuz i had lots of homework tonight and i havent touched any of it and it's 10:15 so basically i m pullin an all-nighter again. wut fun. y is it that all of the sudden my life is looking very bleak. oh well i'll make it alright.......i think. well i gotta go so byebye!!! m u c h l o v e! ~Kt~ Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Fall Out Boy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
9:04 am	hey today is my birthday!!! i'm 15!! whoo! ok if u havent seen my pictures on myspace well dont worry cuz here they are!!!! so yeah for my birthday we went to this 80s prom thing its just like tony and tina's wedding (if u know what that is) except it's an 80s prom and it was soooooooooo much fun!!!! yeah so if u want to have as much fun as we did u got to let me know cuz my mom and i won 4 tickets for this thursday and missy and i reali want to go again and my mom doesnt want to go again. it was soooooooo much fun so please comment if u want to take us. i no where it is and u dont have to pay anything cuz we won the tickets. if u want to check out the website it's www.awesome80sprom.com so check it out and either commet on this leave me a message on myspace or call me on my cell which is (847) 669 5163 so yeah it's reali fun and i promise you'll have a good time!!! ok well let me know!! k.thanks.byebye!!!! ~Kt~ Current Mood: excited Current Music: Rent!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
3:29 pm	hey all!!! the past couple of days have been pretty awesome!! i had no plans for this weekend and then sami called me on wed. and she and jessica r. came to pick me up and we went to steak 'n' shake. then jessica and i spent the night at sami's and the next day we took jessica home and sami and i drove around in circles for a while b4 we finally decided to go to spring hill mall. then we met cathy there and we just hung out. then i tried on this reali slutty shirt at charlotte russe and when cathy saw she was very ashamed of me. lol. she was all 'ur 14 years old u shouldnt b wearing that!' the look on her face was soooo funny (sry cathy i still love you!!) then we visited kim at culvers and sami took me home. then today we had speech practice at noon and i didnt reali do anything. i no my peice pretty well i just need to b more confident with it. then after that i went to get my nails done and now i have to go cuz jessica's party started like 5 minutes ago so i gotta go. byeye!! luv ya all!!! ~kt~ Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
4:46 pm	"my throat is bleeding!!!!!"~keelin funk well today was sooooooo f'n awesome!!!! my first pep rally i feel so juvenile! wutev it was fun!!! and i caught one of the shirts they were throwing into the crowd so that was pretty awesome. i was screaming my head off with keelin and steve and david kept trying to talk to me and stuff but wut ev!!! and all day i was "doing" ppls faces with eye black and glitter. i swear i "did" like 30 ppl!!! haha so yea and this weekend is gonna kick even more ass!!!!!! gonna go to the game and then the dance and b4 the dance i might go to ashley's but she is not feeling well today so idk if she is even gonna b able to go. i hope she can. and the dance is gonna b reali awesome!!! all i have to do is avoid david all.....night.....long this is gonna b hard considering the fact that he is gonna b looking for me the whole time. i think i will manage. well it should b fun anyway. yea abby i promise to give ur cd the next time i c u!! i promise!!!! k well i reali want to write more but i dont have anytime. i g2g and do stuff. so yea byebye!!! ~kt~ Current Mood: peppy Current Music: phantom (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
7:05 pm	"life sucks that way"~nick hanlon grrrrrr i m really mad right now!!!!!!! just scratch my first entry cuz i cant go on my animal planet vacation!! yea there is gonna b a hurricane (rita to b exact) and it is gonna hit in southern texas which is where they were gonna take us. now we have to wait til janurary or possibly spring!!!!!! i do not want to wait the long!!!!! yea i no boo-whoo for the girl who has to wait til janurary to b on tv. but i was reali looking forward to this and my family put everything we could into getting ready for this trip and now we arent going. but on the bright side they feel reali bad at the station and they r gonna send us somewhere totally awesome for their season finale. so that should b cool and if we were going to texas we would b somewhere that is 800,000 acres and only has one pay phone and no cell phone signal. and we would have to spend a day with bats and i absolutley HATE bats!!! in the 3rd grade mrs. raines had to practially drag me through the bat cave at brookfeild zoo. so yea not having to deal with bats is a real good thing. and the producer of the show gave us her e mail address so we could give her suggestions about where we want to go. so if anyone has been somewhere really cool tell me and mayb i will go there. well i g2g and take a shower and do my homework. so byebye leave me comments and suggestions!! luv yall byebye!!!! *m*u*a*h* ~kt~ Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: storytold (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
10:15 pm	hey everybody!! well today was special i woke up at 10am (i no so early!! lol) then i went to jewel wit ashley kaster and we sat outside for 4 hours and raised money for the red cross hurricane relief fund. it was fun, ashley and i were talking and dancing and chating wit random ppl AND we made $303 and jewel said they would match dollar for dollar so we reali made $606. so that is even better. then we went to buffalo wild wings to hang out and kick some serious ass at triva!!! lol we were taking fun pictures of each other so yea it was reali fun. thos pics will prolly b on my myspace tomorrow so u can check that if u reali want to c the pictures. it is sppech_diva. well i g2g and dry my hair. byebye!!! leave comments!!! *m*u*a*h* ~kt~ Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 4th, 2005
10:01 am	well hello!! i have been ordered to update my journal sooo i guess i will!!! well yesterday i went to c cinderella and it was AWESOME everyone did great!!! then after that i walked to abby's house and hung out there for a while. then today abby is gonna come over and we r gonna walk to the carnival. i guess it will b fun. it would b more fun if missy was coming too but she wants her space right now.....wutev it will still b fun!! then tomorrow i think that i m going shopping cuz i m going on a vacation. ahh but not just any vacation it is a free vacation that is for a t.v. show called "get out there" on animal planet!!! and i have no idea where i m going, i wont no til i get off the plane. all i no is that it is a national park in "america" (so it might b in south america) and that the weather is highs of 80s and lows of 50s. well i wont talk about it anymore cuz i dont want to brag and ppl to hate me. cuz if u hate me i wont find some way to sneek ur name in the program!!! lol ok now i m done talking about my trip, i will only say one more thing i fly out on the 27th of sept and fly bac on the 4th of oct and i miss a week of school! ok now i m done. well i g2g!!! leave comments!! byebye luv ya all much!!!!! *m*u*a*h* ~kt~ Current Mood: lmao Current Music: coldplay (2 Comments |Comment on this)